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I choose to love you in silence;

For in silence I find no rejection;

I choose to adore you in my loneliness ;

For in in my loneliness no one holds you but I;

I choose to whisper  my love  in the wind;

For in the wind is more gentle than my lips;

I choose to admire you from a distance;

For the distance shields me from pain;

I choose to imprison  you in my thoughts;

For  in my thoughts I gave you freedom;

I choose to touch only you in my dreams;

For in my dreams ………….. theres no end….. 

 

  I was in one of my adventure… I join a conference and the venue is in the middle of rainforest far from the city 3 hours to walk and its so muddy place but in that venue you can view the lake… While Im in that place facing the lake I have time to really talk to my self what else I want in life? Am I satisfied and fulfilled ? What else I want? Im happy but theres is one more thing I want… To have my own family somebody to love and be loved… I have this man …. I know him through a friend we’ve been 2 years then in a relationship but because still im not ready yet we just hang in around and enjoy life.We are both far it takes an hour to travel via plane or  24 hours via ship or 18 hours via bus….to some up we been in a long distance relationship…. And there a point in our relationship that I want to give up …. because the situation but things not happen and maybe because we love each other. still we continue after four years of a relationship we both ask if what we really want … We both came up a conclusion to get married.. Right now we are 2 and half years of being married and we have 1 lil boy going to 2 years of age now… I so happy no regrets and having a family is very interesting and a lot of roller coaster but its up to us to really hold on and embrassed what we’ve decide. Im so lucky also to have him in my life a very understanding person and a family man..

   Our life has a lot of exciting memories to look back… During my single life am  kinda an adventurous person. Im not afraid of exploring things and do travel of place that i dont have knowledge and people whom I could go to..There I could discover that life is wonderful and things sorrounds is created in his own beauty….I really enjoy my life as single woman….worry some…. live life of your own… go places with friends, explore things as if that would be last….